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Dear: Pineapple
It has been a while since i decided to write about you. Mainly because I was happy in a new relationship, well kind of. I met this amazing guy. He made me happy for a while. He asked me out as the clock stoke 12 at midnight , into the new year. He made me excited to be in love again. Almost 2 years after our break up I decided to date again. Not because I didn't want to date but because the right guy was never there. Our relationship lasted less than 2 months ,weird huh?, considering ours lasted almost 3 years. He is a genuine guy there was just something missing that I could not explain and nor could he. He broke up with me about 3 days before valentines day ironically his birthday is the same day. There were no hard feelings involved we both knew it was for the best. We still consider each other friends and I like it this way.
I kept wracking my brain trying to figure out what was missing. And then I realized that my heart was just not ready to completely love again. I still miss you and think about you all the time. There were many reasons for me to be angry but yet I sit here typing and thinking that things were meant to be this way. You are engaged now , so young , I still cannot completely believe it. I'm happy that you are happy and that you found your missing piece, I hope she treats you well. If ever you taught me anything it would be that love never fails.
2 years down the line and I still love you as much as ever . I still pray that God looks after you and helps you achieve the things you want to. Just because you love someone does not mean that you were meant to be together. True love is praying that you are happy no matter what.Even though I may not be apart of that happiness. Babe you brought me joy, love and happiness and I wish nothing more for you.
Peace
-SL
